Standing alone

I standing here alone
I starting thinking about time has gone
I begun to cry
I begun going crazy

Time already flew, nothing left in my side
you gone just like that
like there is nothing happen
or maybe I though that happen but its never

So funny when we look at each other
I see u fine but I should try
try so hard to make everything look fine
hold my heart not to beat

From the first time you told me u have girl
then u made I felt be the special one
but never be your girl
and everything so fun

Yes, this my fault fall in to you
my mine know what to do
but my heart  jump out every time I look at you
naturally be around you
whatever you ask I always say no
I couldn't say yes, wish you know

but truth is true and I am not your
then you gone with your girl and I standing here
keep my feet stand well
keep laughing like a bell
act like there is nothing wrong is hell

Yes, this is my fault fall in love
now my heart broken like a glass
I put it one by one make it stick together like before
but I never success

there is a big hole now
try to full fill but I don't know how
try to remain what I do before met you
try enjoy all day without you
try as good as I could

and when I standing here alone again
I cry then going crazy
I can't let you go to be my history
but I can't hold you beside me
I just nobody

I never regret about this time
but let you coloring my day is wrong
since the first time you are not mine
I can't do anything but let you gone

can't willing you with another girl not me
hope you not happy and go back to me
realize that I your somebody
not friend certainly

but I can't compete her because she is the one
and I standing here alone
I starting thinking about time has gone
I begun to cry
I begun going crazy
then I stop do that even I can't

Denpasar, February,  2nd 2015