Mistake

First time I meet you
You tell me all your suffer
how people around you threat you
I sorry about that
infect that mistake

After I know you
I understand why people threat you like that
nobody be bad to anyone unless you do bad thing
no one hurt anybody unless you hurt them first
you must be have done some mistake

you change your self and loss your way
then you ask me too, but I will never do that
you never have no idea how I made this far
you just cross on my way, don't ruin it
that a mistake

I care about your problem
I care about you
but force me throw away my self
who are you
you just a mistake

Everybody have problem, they are suffer
Some people solve it, some just run away
but that make them through their life
So do you, you already do that
but never ever ask me do whatever you already do
you have a mistake

You have your way, go ahead
I have my way, don't disturb that
all your is always your
but force me do what you do
I'm not you
do you know where the mistake

Now I know why nobody don't care about you
now I know why you so pathetic
now I know that care about you is big mistake

You are hopeless and helpless
because you always act know everything but you are not
just judge but never dig deeper
do you know what your mistake

You are hopeless and helpless
so I do like people around you before
stay away from you, and reject you
hope you realize where your mistake

Oct 29th - Nov 1st 2014

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To: My fake friends

We maybe ever have story
but it already end
We maybe ever laugh together
but it never gonna happen again

Because everything is not real
because you are fake
and everything happen just illusion

You always ask all you want like you understand well
but not
you act like know me, expose me
but you are not

what do you want?
everything attention?
take it
but not by humiliation me

I much better without you who always bothering my way
I much better without you who ask me be somebody not me
I much better without you who think know everything

You are wrong
loosing me is your big mistake, honey
you already know now that

Then you know you can't loss me
and you ask me to give a damn attention
you want to approaching me again
I will always give you a fake smile whenever I want
just not all the time
begging for that, my fake friend

I much better without you who always bothering my way
I much better without you who ask me be somebody not me
I much better without you who think know everything

You already choose and you are loose
take it enjoy it and worth it
you walk in your way and so do I
never cross my way anymore
just stay away from me
you discomfort me

I know the real you
smiling hope get any attention, hopeless
I know the real you, your kind for a purpose
and all people already know that
I know the real you, so don't be fake
pathetic

Begging me on your knee
will never make me forgiving you
liar is always liar

Are you really a human
every inch of you is not real
my suggestion from the rest of my care
stay away from me and enjoy your fake

I much better without you who always bothering my way
I much better without you who ask me be somebody not me
I much better without you who think know everything

Oct 29th - Nov 1st 2014

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Some more time

I didn't sad when you go
it's not hurt me when you not told me
I keep my mind firth then my heart
because I know that everything is fine
I just want you to explain and give some more time

You just go with somebody when you wish
you never ask me to stay or anything
I don't know what are you thinking
You just never talk to me even look at me
I really need some more time for me

I guest it already end, you grab somebody else
look at me with no feeling once
your feeling just gone like the ashes
you go without any word like dust
Are your time for me bet didn't worth

Am I hurt you or you just found somebody who much better then me
but whatever it is you gone and make me keep looking
you just enough to do whatever you do already
take another girl and turn from me, can't make me stop asking
Can I have time from you to explaining

I hold my heart in both of hand, it is just broken but will be well soon
It fragile now, every touch crush it like a mirror
I just need time some more

I want to throw this heart because every beat make me suffer
Even die not make me sure that I'll be better
I just need some more time to make everything better then ever

October 12th, 2014

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Willing you

It hurt when I can see you and I cant touch you
you walk through me like we never know each other before
I know you decided to move on and forget our story
and leave me behind

I said to my self to be strong
I don't need try to understand all the reason you never told me
I don't know is that real or just a dream
everything just gone, so do you
nothing left

I said to my self everything will be OK
I can learn much thing
like sweet dream will end when you up
like glass will broken because too hot
like every story will gone someday

Our story already end, I learn to admit it
I try to stand on my own feet
Life on the crowded try to fit
Maybe help a little bit

October 12th, 2014

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Event 3030, Masa depan dimulai saat ini - Bali

Awalnya admin g tw apa itu 3030 tapi karena tampaknya keren dan tiket masuknya gratis jadi ya udah.... hehehehe :D

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Give up on you

I finally decided
       to stop looking for you
       to stop admire you
       to stop loving you
                                   I have waiting so long
                                   I have thinking a lot
                                   I have decided
It just me have this feeling
looking for something real
and the truth telling
give up on you is well
                                   Although I run after you
                                               but I can't catch
                                   Although I looking for you
                                               but I can't found
                                   Although I loving you
                                               but you are not
I want an epic love story
you and me
united and happy
but that just story
you and me never be
                                   I'm nothing for you
                                   you have someone new
                                   always make me screw
You never look at me
forgetting me definitely
and I will be lonely
just thing you repeatedly
                                   But now I give up
                                   looking for some distraction
                                   maybe another love can pull me up
                                   to find new direction
Maybe I not find someone new
maybe I can't forget about you
maybe, but I have to
            I have to say good bye
                                   I say good bye to my pain
                                   I say good bye to my past
                                   I say good bye to my passion

Denpasar, October 8th, 2014

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