Yes, that true

I looking at somebody else
they have friend
or more, group of them

then I looking to my self
I can't hold anyone
even one
that pathetic
but yes I am not sure I have it

It's not like I not try
I try it so hard
finding somebody who called friend
but it's not work

I ever think somebody is my friend but not
trough me out when get somebody else
then I try again but negatif
try again but not positif
how could I have friend after that

So when I meet somebody on the way and ask
"Are you alone"
I say yes without pressure
when somebody ask me
"Are you don't have friend"
I say yes again without pressure
that much better

I much better alone even having fake friend
I much better be loner even be toy just to play
I am have favor
why I should do something I don't want to when I don't
when I with my self I can enjoy everything
I can do anything

So yes I alone
maybe pathetic
absolutely loner
but I free and happy

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Perfume

The person through me have a good smell
she stand around me
people come to her just because the smell
yes, the smell is good
I know it
I also smell it and stay by her side because that
then time gone
she's gone

Now I all alone
I miss the smell
I miss her and people around her
but the people will change when they around me
because my smell not like her

I have my own perfume
I like her but I will not change mine
I know everything just for her not for me
although just for a while but it so warm

I so blessing meet somebody like her
thank for time and people
it so warm, I never feel it before
it so warm and burn me to die

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