What the truth

You the only one who never show up
I just catch your shadow
I just dream it
dream that we will be together

When I think its much better to step back
you came and pull me up
you just showing up in front of me
then when I want to, the really really want to meet you
I never see you

and you're gone
like smoke, like shadow
I can't catch
I can't ask you why
it just happen

I know love is hard
but your love playing on me
you came and gone whenever you want
just like that

I wanna know how your felling to me
'cause I can't do this any longer
 are you? aren't you?

Please don't make me confuse
I can't love somebody else
but you're love me always a big question

Even everything come and gone
but you always in my mind
in my heart

I hope you always stay beside me
I admire you for long time
then I thing I will forget you
but that is big mistake
I never let you loose in my minde