I tell you my secret

Do you know when I act so stout
actually I hiding my crumbly
do you know when I so hard
actually I hiding my soft side

Because I don't want anyone feel sorry about me
because I don't want any attention from this
because I want see who can see through me

Are you really believe when I say never, that no chance?
are you really believe when I said impossible, that no possibility?
you just see the outside, judge me
it really hurt me

When I said never you just step back and stay
when I said impossible, you doing nothing even waiting
if you see me, the real me
you will know I ask you wait for me
you will know I want you like crazy
you will know I need you badly
you will know I defending from fall for you
you will know I am nothing without you
you will know I die when there is no you

But you so blind, you never know that
but you so arrogant, just judge from the outside
but you always like that, maybe much better I step back
I waiting for time, when I never see you anymore
I will forget you a little bit, then a little more
until someday it be no feeling more

Why you so blind? I already show you
why you so arrogant? I always ask you to stay
why you just like that? you hurt me

maybe that why we will never be together
you can't understand me
and I clumsy, can't fit with you
if someday you realize, it already late
but yes, I was love you

Nov 7th, 2014