Live

Sometime I just wanna give up and let it happen
sometime I want to stop, look same from the beginning
sometime I bored and just wanna sleep the all time
sometime I just wanna quit, look I never do an effort

Nothing make me survive, everything hopeless
nothing hold me to stay, everything useless
nothing I really wanna do
nothing

But I can't stop, it just happen
but I have to survive, although nothing hope
but I have to through

This happen just like that
this happen out of my mind
this happen without any excuse

I know I can run, but I don't know where I have to go
I know I can stop any time, but I will pay it worse
I know I can doing nothing to help my self
I know I can't hope an help
I know it already

This way not to hard but complicated
I get in but there is no way out
it's not so dark but everywhere is wall
no door

I stuck here
run just waste my energy
think can't make nothing handy
smiling make everything so badly
so I watch everything
hear anything
ya, just walk on it
ya, that live

Nov 10-12th, 2014